I guess I was kinda of expecting it to happen. Somehow I think I knew, but I never wanted to admit it. I am still in shock. I do not know how to feel. I have been trying to fight back the tears. I never in my whole life seen my dad cry before until he cried for you last night. I guess it is better this way. You are out of your pain, you are out of your misery. Now you are in a better place. And I can honestly say we will all miss you. I will never forget when you gave me that ring with the flower made from little rubies. It obviously no longer fits but it is something I will treasure for the rest of my life. I am sorry that I never got a chance to say goodbye. All I hope is that somehow you know I love you.